Have you feel when you really feel bored intolerable because you can't do somethings that make you feel happy? Or can entertain you when you're bored? Or such confused having no money at all? Right. This is what's currently happen to me. Financial problems, health, and the monotony of daily habits. No change at all since the holidays. Always like this. No wonder it makes me bored and angry with myself.For the first case is, i need some money. I need money to buy some important needs for me. An example is cigarettes. How can i endure to survive at home, doing all of my blog without a cigarette? I always suck it when i don't have any idea at all until i actually have another idea to continue the things what can i write and i developed. I need money to pay all my debts. Although the discrepancy was small but i feel overwhelmed if i've a number of debts. If you see me happy because i didn't show attitude confused or troubled, because i didn't spit all my problems in public. I think to spit all the problems will only worsen the situation. Besides other people know the problems that i experienced, not to mention if that person has the type of person who likes to see other people collapsed, it would be possible, that person will constantly insult you.
The second problem is, i want a vacation. I'm bored with the monotony of things every day. Wake up, play with the psp, looking for ideas for a blog that i would write. Just like that every day. During the holiday only thing that i can do. While my friends can vacation wherever they want. Do you think this is reasonable and fair? I don't think so. This could change if money that i receive every month can i get faster. I could enjoy a longer holiday and i don't feel boredom like now.
Only with the modem connected to the internet and games on the psp that can be a bit entertaining and fill out the void of my time during the holidays. So don't be surprised if i look busy like nerds that can only be stayed in room, facing a laptop for days. Because this was the only reason i can still survive in when i feel bored.
